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« on: 19 Jan, 2013 15:53 »
I'm surprised this got pinned.
As of recently, I still have yet to find a job... I discovered I have low blood pressure to some degree, and at the moment my life is full of depressesness.
You know, it's somewhat frustrating knowing you have so much experience in something and no one's willing to hire you. I've had one interview, just one, and that was for tech support at Comcast. I don't think I'll get the job and in all honesty, I don't have confidence in myself. Lately has been nothing more than a morbidly depressing experience for me but I turned to doodling/drawing on my tablet (that I shouldn't have been able to afford)
I don't really know what to do with myself anymore. I feel useless and helpless. No persons sympathy, no one's guidance, and no one's help. Life is pretty aggravating when I think about it.
Recently I tried to reconcile with someone I had known for half my life, befriend, & dated. It was clearly to no avail. She blew me off entirely without a single word. It's... really not fun. It's not fun knowing someone you care for lacks the same emotions you have.
