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« on: July 26, 2010, 10:46:06 PM »
hah thanks for the bump anyways..... 
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« on: July 26, 2010, 10:45:17 PM »
hahaha chrome for da win!
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« on: July 26, 2010, 10:23:25 PM »
lol fail
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« on: July 26, 2010, 10:15:21 PM »
^Really an escaped mental patient confused to thinking he is a doc
< Likes to sing horribly to all good music
V Likes to wear a dress while combing his male lovers pubic hairs.
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« on: July 26, 2010, 10:08:20 PM »
What is life without love and happiness. To sit and view this world as is spins continuously passing us by. Our minds and bodies grow older with each passing moment yet we cannot dedicate ourselves to accomplish some of the most important things in life.
What they are I do not know because it is different for us all. I know that there is a longing inside of me to be with someone who truely respects and appreciates what it is I have to offer them. To love and care for someone and for that to be reciprocated back as well.
You would assume that such a expectation shouldn’t be so hard to meet in this world of billions of people and growing every day. though it is hard.
First you must start by finding that thing inside of you that creates that magical spark. That magnet that draws us closer to another human being. Then in a flash of light your heart flutters and the blood rushes through your body like a spice only known to heavens angels. As you stare the creature of beauty in the eye’s you find yourself lost in a forest so deep that you can’t remember your way out. All you can remember is the mythical creature that prances through as if it were a dream in which you shared. Inviting you to enjoy it’s bliss for just a moment to see if you share the same things. Upon the joining of the minds you feel like you’ve never felt before you feel as if there is something that you have lost for so long and only been aware that it was missing till that very second. You yearn for it every waking hour, you begin to think that you cannot live another moment without finding a way to include that mythical creature you happened to stumble upon to your real world.
But none of this stops you. Nothing brings you back to reality to tell you what’s rational and sane. Your blood begins to pump ferociously to the point your body begins to tremble. Not from joy but from the mere thought that perhaps if the cards are played right. Perhaps if the stars are in align. Perhaps.... just perhaps this might be the creature that makes you whole.
As you draw yourself closer you begin to watch it dance, you dance with it. As this waltz continues you begin to exchange stories, whispers in the ear. Some of them great and magnificent. Others sad and terrible. Regardless of this you do not hold high expectations. You take the bad in with the good knowing that there is a dark shadow that lurks behind every person and object that possesses matter in this universe.
Without there being bad, how can you expect the good to be real? It is only possible that the scale is at least weighed down on one side or the other maybe not equally but at least weighed. If not that’s the moment of true concern at which you dive a little deeper. The forest now tainted with a dark shade of greys and blues and other dark colors the human mind can barely comprehend.
It is understandable that there is a place in everyone’s mind that cannot or will not ever be reached. A dungeon so deep, a fortress so protected not even the mightiest of hero’s could conquer. It leaves you left with a question like a dagger in the heart how could I of delve so deep into that dark forest after some so mythical that I lost my way.
It’s no fault of the beautiful and elusive creature that you made this journey. None the less you find yourself in a place between darkness and reality. Lost looking for that glimmer of light to lead you out. Forsaken you are, because the way can’t be found merely by looking ahead. You must look past that into the abyss that you see contains nothing more than those colors that faded.
The only true escape is painting your way out, creating a canvas in this place so colorful and big that nothing that has happened could possibly challenge your masterpiece. Build yourself back up again. Only then will the light be visible. The path to the world from which you came. Full of thoughts and hopes and dreams.
To engulf ourselves in these dreams that we believe are so amazing only to have to work so hard to remove ourselves from them is a great burden to the mind and the heart. Your being aches with a wound so deep only you know how far it goes.
I suppose the real question is how far will you let it go? Will you let it consume you? Or will you fight with every last inch of heart that you have to hold your life to this world.
Or will you be eternally lost in the darkness, returning the forest from which you first wondered searching for that mythical creature that made you blood pump and your heart ache. Made you so nervous that if you even drew another breathe it might make it flee back to the place from which it came. Because if you return to that place, you won’t like what you find. Nothing but the decayed corpse of what you thought you couldn’t live without. Until now.
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« on: July 26, 2010, 06:57:10 PM »
The shout box works for me but I haven't seen the CG main page in over a month.
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« on: July 25, 2010, 03:59:19 AM »
Apparently he wasn't active recently. I guess it was due to some issues he was having with his computer/steam.
By the time he made it to the forums I guess it was too late.
Not official but just what I've heard. Hopefully someone will see this and we'll see what happens.
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« on: July 24, 2010, 11:29:21 PM »
I request someone to look into the idea of re-instating mudkips as admin. I just learned that he had issues, and was un-able to play. He is a good guy and think this should at least be considered.
SIDENOTE: He has no clue I'm posting this so there is no motivating factor here.
Thanks
- Global
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« on: July 21, 2010, 01:03:41 AM »
the condump command does wonders too
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« on: July 17, 2010, 05:58:42 PM »
damn vikings...... seriously how is saying something is familiar to you as asian being racist that's like saying I must be for nukes because of my icon... Lighten up.
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« on: July 13, 2010, 12:47:35 PM »
I'd love that, something about blasting people with two hand guns seems fun, even if the guns suck (in CS:S)
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« on: July 13, 2010, 12:41:23 PM »
It's like when girl's play with my penis they get bored after 2 minutes. They actually let me put on futurama instead.... something about them gagging.....
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« on: July 13, 2010, 12:39:45 PM »
Ok now I'm for locking..... sense this just got really dumb
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« on: July 13, 2010, 12:39:12 PM »
OK POKEMON SUCKS END TOPIC ( use to like now it fails)
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« on: July 12, 2010, 11:43:22 PM »
I WANT ELITES..... yeah BABY YEAH
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